Dear you,

I did everything which I thought was right.
I've distant myself from you.
I've erase part of my thoughts of you.
basically, I just pushed you away.
I can't deny the fact that I do think about you.
you still appear in my thoughts every now and then.
though not as frequent as before.

Am I happy with the results? yes.

But does that make me a happier person? no.

I thought that this would be a lifetime friendship that I could keep.
This isn't the way I want to end things with you.
Somehow, I find myself searching for you in everyone.

When we came to a conclusion, I never quite settled with it.
My head keeps generating questions..after questions..after questions..

Are you happy?
Are you sad?
Do you still hide behind the mask that you told me about?
Do you think still think about the incident?
Do you feel awkward?
Do you have anything to say to me?
Do you have anything to ask but you're just afraid to?
What exactly about me, were thinking of that night, that made you cry?
Do you miss me?
Do you know whats going on?
Do you know that I'm avoiding you?
Do you know that I cried a lot because of you?

I keep telling myself that I've moved on. I'm over you. So much that I believed it.
But now, I'm not quite sure anymore.


samantha ♥