I'm baack!

Not that I was away or anything. Haven't really had the mood to blog. I haven't really had the mood for anything actually.

So, now that I feel like updating. I'm not sure where should I start first.

I guess I'll just flashback to 30th April. Had a little gathering at Station 1 cafe. Met up with a few classmates. Played a round of Uno stacko. Li Anne was late again. Well, she did inform us about her time of arrival before hand but it seems that she is always late for every single reunion. Well, so far la.

28th April...this is a hard one to start. I don't have much to say about it but I'm sorry for worrying you guys and being such a disappointment. Especially Li Anne and Manda. You two had the biggest reaction actually. Sowwiiee >_<

To everyone. I don't want any of you to blame yourselves for my wrong doings. I don't want anyone to feel like they weren't there for me because you guys were there, always there, all the way =)
And I am very grateful for that. I really am. I shouldn't have taken things for granted in the first place.

I'm not one, who would break promises. I'll be sure to keep that promise I made. You can print screen this as evidence if I ever do and bombard the heck outta me! lol

So yeah, there are things which I find hard to let go. My mind is the easiest prey. Even the littlest things are capable of screwing it up. I can say a lot but in the end, it'll all amount to "excuses". I can tell you I'm alright and mean it. But theres always a change of course. Which can be rather annoying at times. I am even capable of annoying myself.
Ha!

Sometimes I find it hard to understand myself. Much to my dismay. Like, what do I want, really? I can never settle down with just a single answer...so..

I'm still picking up the pieces at my own pace (which is pretty slow)..and I still have much to learn.

Naivety. ugghh..


p.s : thanks, you guys. love love~!


samantha ♥