It Doesn't Matter Anymore

I laughed a lot today.
It kinda makes me think back to the times in highschool.
When you used to make me laugh.
Though you barely say anything hilarious.
Its funny that the one thing that you try to salvage the most,
the one thing that you always try to put up with,
always end up as the thing that you will lose easily.
Rather fragile.

I miss seeing that familiar face that I literally grew up with.
Somehow.
Yet, I couldn't bring myself to say the things that will make things right.
Perhaps its my fault. Or maybe not..I don't know really..
I don't seem to want to make an effort to fix things.
I don't seem to want to give a damn.
I just give up. Simply raise the white flag.

Eitherway, I hope you're doing fine.
For what is worth, I still care about you.
Just not as much as I used to....


samantha ♥