Misery Business

Today is a public holiday for god-knows what islamic ocassion and I was suppose to head over to Emily's place for a swim but my mom had to ruin it. So, I was piss the whole night yesterday. I have to tell you, getting angry isn't my job because its too tiring. Whenever I get stark raving mad, I'll feel sleepy in about 30 minutes. This morning, well, I was still angry about my mom saying "no". So when I woke up, I just do what I do every morning (brush my teeth, wash my face..etc..) and then plop in front of the pc just to piss her off. She hates it when I wake up and the first thing I do is go online.

Momma here, thinks that I spend too much time in front of the monitor screen and not studying. I did study! the whole fucking week. Plus, I'm freaking out about my exams and she goes on ranting that I don't study?! what is she blind? What was that thing I was holding yesterday? porn magazine? (just so you know, I don't own any) I freaking studied Add Maths in front of her yesterday. If that ain't studying then I don't know what is.

So...I was stark raving mad. One thing good about getting angry is that you won't feel like eating anything. Like, not hungry AT ALL! Well, for me its like that la. My dad bought breakfast for me but I was too mad to eat so I said I'm not gonna eat it.....

then...

He freaking ate my breakfast!

Not that I care. Skipped lunch too and I am not even feeling a pang of hunger. Fuck serious!

Anyway, my mom, she was trying to make it up to me, literally. She said that we are going to Mid Valley but I snapped at her, saying that I didn't want to go. The point is, I waited for an hour for them to get ready to go out but they didn't do or say anything. Its 4 pm now and I am still at home, in front of the pc. She ruined my plan and she even lied to me!!! wtf.

argh!!!....i'm gonna go take a nap. Getting sleepy..damn..

xoxo