Day Dreaming In Reality

Whisper Softly To Me

2009-12-13T01:18:00.004+08:00

I am feeling really really tired..

Feeling kinda low too actually.

Having one of those moments where
all the memories and thoughts that I've tried to suppress,
took a crazy U-turn and hit me at the back of my head.

Funny.

I remember Emily talking about how everyone has a way
of dealing with their emo-ness the other day we were at the
night market.
If I am not mistaken, I think I said that I don't have one
and I will just get over it somehow.

But I think I have one now :)
Actually..more than one...

In my mind, I'm thinking...

I want a hug real badly.
Hugs are really comforting. Really.

A shoulder to lean on would be nice too.

Hmm...

A lame conversation perhaps. Like, you know it is lame
but it makes you laugh a little anyway.

A tub of ice cream with a Hello Kitty silver spoon.
Digging into my favourite ice-cream flavour. Cookies 'n Creme.
Garnished with little flower shaped marshmallows.

I wanna lay in an open field.
Look up at the blue clouds.
Point out a funny shaped cloud or two.
With the sun rays cascading down onto my skin.

But for now...I will just curl up in bed and hug my bolster.

Hope I will feel better after I wake up.

10 days to go :]

samantha ♥

Illusions

2009-12-10T17:17:00.004+08:00

I'm so tired that my head is..blank.

Perhaps it is not entirely blank as I keep thinking about taking a nap.
I am seriously sleep deprive.

Accounts presentation. Checked.

English debate. Checked.

ITS coursework test. Checked.

Accounts coursework test. Checked.

Macroeconomics coursework test. Checked.

:D

ITS and Macroeconomics group assignment due on Monday.
ITS is almost complete and I will start on Macroeconomics tomorrow.

..as for now, I shall welcome the weekend. wooooots!!

*victory dance*

Spare me a moment of sanity.

Nap time !

13 days to go :]

samantha ♥

Shut Up Woman Get On My Horse

2009-12-05T14:18:00.003+08:00

The title says it all, really.

Look at my horse,
My horse is amazing
Give it a lick
Hmm, It tastes just like raisins
Have a stroke of it's mane
It turnes into a plane
And then it turns back again
When you tug on it's winky
Ohh that's dirty
Do you think think so?
Well I'd better not show you where the lemonade is made
Sweet lemonade
Mmm sweet lemonade
Sweet lemonade
Yeah sweet lemonade
Get on my horse
I'll take you round the universe
And all the other places too
I think you'll find that the universe pretty much covers everything
Shut up woman get on my horse

This song is really ADDICTIVE !
Sure it sounded ridiculous. I mean, look at THE TITLE!
Initially I thought it was gonna be some cute folk song.
Think...The Sound Of Music.
Then out comes some techno tune when it start playing.

OWNED !

And winky, which I swear I didn't know the meaning then, means penis.
Thanks to Davey for the translation.

Thought it might be funny if I posted the convo up.
Not to pin point my stupidity. pffft..
But it is just plain hilarious.

s a m a n t h a i heart you says (2:05 PM):
Have a stroke of it's mane, it turns into a plane
Then it turns like a game and you tug on it's winkie
winkie! i like that word!
lols

Like your Mama Say, Move Move! Shake Shake! now Drop! says (2:06 PM):
hahahahahahaha
you like winkies?
or is it just reminiscent of disney and other childhood memories?

s a m a n t h a i heart you says (2:08 PM):
umm no
but it sounds cute?
lol

Like your Mama Say, Move Move! Shake Shake! now Drop! says (2:08 PM):
uh
haha
okok
= =

s a m a n t h a i heart you says (2:08 PM):
does winkies mean something?
o.o

Like your Mama Say, Move Move! Shake Shake! now Drop! says (2:08 PM):
penis

s a m a n t h a i heart you says (2:08 PM):
oh shit..
i just said i like penis and i think e penis is cute
OH MY GAAAAWD !!!!

Like your Mama Say, Move Move! Shake Shake! now Drop! says (2:09 PM):
yea
i think its funny
hahaha

s a m a n t h a i heart you says (2:09 PM):
but i thought winkies mean something else in general
but of course in the song it meant..dicky..but umm....
nevermind
forget that i ever said anything about winkies..
=X

*smacks own forehead*

samantha ♥

DNT

2009-12-04T20:31:00.005+08:00

Diu Nancy's Tiger !

Okay, I'm just kidding. Totally made that up.
I was surfing around the net to get my daily dose of Kpop.

Sammy's hottest haunts is AllKpop and Youtube.

Anyway, DNT is this group I found on kpopsubs, a Youtube channel,
WHICH, by the way, I've already subsrcibed..

and so should YOU ! if you're a Kpop fanatic because...

All the music videos uploaded comes with Hangul, Roamnization and English translations !
Easier for die-hard fans to sing-a-long to their favourite tune, and learn Korean language at the same time!

Alright, enough about Youtube and lets get back to umm..DNT.
DNT is an acronym that stands for Dragon N Tiger.
Touching the topic of Kpop you can already guess that DNT is a Kpop group.

DNT is made up of 4 young lads.
Namely, Moon Joon Yong, Kwon Tae Ku, Jung Chi Ho, and Park Byung Kyu.

I just have to point out that my favourite one is Kwon Tae Ku.
His sexy husky voice really draws me in ! *dreamy sigh*

check out the video that sucked me into these crazy fanatism over them!

forward to 1:22 marker. That's Tae Ku oppa ♥

19 days to go :]

samantha ♥

!@#$%^&*

2009-12-02T17:57:00.003+08:00

I just figured that I despise going for IOM tutorial class because
the room is always freezing cold !

I was checking my schedule and realise something today.
My Singapore trip clash with my IOM presentation day !
Like, its on the day which I am due to leave for Singapore.
Hope my lecturer will allow me to set back the date.

Or perhaps taking the 12p.m. bus doesn't sound all that bad right, guys?

Hope we don't have to pick the latter >"<

Today was a good day. I laughed until my mouth and tummy got sore -_-
Thanks to Jun Hui and his profanity diarrhea.

Lei hou L.C.9.S.H *try figuring out these acronyms*

Spoken in cantonese..it is pretty nasty...

On a different note, I am done with my physical test.
Required to take one as part of the gym activity I signed up for in college.
I have accounts test tomorrow. So, wish me luck for that.

Just a short update. Will upload pictures from Kuala Gandah in my next post hopefully.

21 days to go =)

samantha ♥

Jennifer's Body

2009-12-01T00:34:00.005+08:00

Dedicating a post to wish my son..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! ! !

samantha ♥

Uno, Dos, Tres..

2009-11-30T22:05:00.006+08:00

Quattro !

My first trip to a club !

Attended Quattro's 1st Anniversary as mentioned in my previous post.
Sorry about the late update. Anyway,
I didn't take much pictures that night. I was busy trying to soak in the clubbing scene.
Almost failed...but I got revived by alcohol *wink*

My grinding sifu.

I admit, I grind like a robot. Thank god no pictures :p

My babysitter for the night. My bro. lol

He kept posting math questions because he was scared that I was REALLY wasted.

say..what is 2 multiply by 2?

He asked that -_-

Kok Fei, Chin Hong, and whatshisname. sorry, didn't catch it.

Some girl syok sendiri climb up the stage and started dirty dancing.
But she got shooed by the DJ..daaaaamn...

Waited till 11 something and finally! the FIRST act came on stage -_-

The Katsuyaku Girls~!!!

DJ podium.

sipping on Barli Vodka.
Had a few glasses of those that night because it was just...

SUPER YUMMY!

it says :
Please be informed that the snow in the"Winter Garden" is chemically produced, so please DO NOT consume the snow !

lols

The "Winter Garden" is so coool! Literally.
Everything is iced.
Okay la. I'm a bit ulu. I never been in there so to me everything was just..
NICE!

Had fun dancing the night away.
Minus the nasty hangover the next day. ughh...

samantha ♥

Love Drunk

2009-11-26T15:42:00.002+08:00

Quattro last night was fuuuun !
Thanks to my cousin Joey for the invites.

Speaking of which, its his birthday today!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY !

Pictures will be up soon

:]

samantha ♥

Messed Up

2009-11-23T17:49:00.003+08:00

I don't know why but this has been floating around my head...

For someone who is capable of hating a random girl on Myspace,
you can simply brush off the text message which I totally think DID blew you off?

Don't wanna dendam dendam la.
Don't wanna lose a friend just like that.

I don't think you're that kinda person to let it go THAT easily.
In fact, I don't really buy your words at all.
Don't even tell me that you still care about me.
When all you ever did was care for yourself and your damn boyfriend.

Speaking off your boyfriend. He is the most insulting and obnoxious and rude and sefl-centered guy that I have ever fucking met in my fucking life.

All I gotta say is,
Don't tell me that I am your friend when all
you ever did was make a fool out of me.
Don't tell me how pathetic you are
when it was you who drove your friends away.

I can't always put the blame on you since I haven't been the greatest friend myself.
But atleast I stuck around despite the foolish-ness I felt.

samantha ♥

ting!

2009-11-19T18:44:00.003+08:00

I left my house keys at home today.
Clumsy me.
Bad luck striked when I called my brother and..

He's not at hooome! O.O

Totally forgot that he was working in Kumon.

So......
I had to go all the way to his workplace to get his set of house keys.

I ran up flights and flights of staircase.
I thought Kumon was on the 1st floor.
But I was wrong. It was on the 4th floor !

Fine. I got to him...and he handed me his car keys apologetically.
I can interpreted his actions pretty quickly.
Anyway, I was kinda tired then.
Thought of using the lift instead of taking down the stairs.

So I pressed the "down" button and waited.
It came. The lift door popped open.
Exposing an empty lift.
I took one look at it and took the stairs instead.

Atleast this one looks better.

BUT the other ONE......*shudders*

The floor was covered with thin wood.
The light wasn't inviting.
Its like a dying light bulb.
Bright but not too bright. Dark but not too dark either.
You get my drift.
And it was kinda small
I'm a little claustrophobic..
and to make matters worse.

My cousin Joey was telling me something about ghosts
and lift hauntings the night before.

VERY MIND FUCKING !

Back to the story....I didn't take the lift at all.
But on the bright side, I think I shed a few stones
from climbing up and down the stairs
TWICE !

:D

p.s : thanks ,to Kah Wai for fetching me. Sorry for the trouble though >"<

samantha ♥

Ding Dong

2009-11-15T17:58:00.004+08:00

After much consideration, I will be resuming my piano classes
from January onwards...
Not really looking forward to it as I deem it as something...kinda boring.
I remember when I was a kid, up until my early teenage years,
I would try to come up with whatever excuses to skip class.
Stomachache, not feeling well, got ulcer, damn tired, and etc.

But of course as a child I am not so dumb as to give excuse like 2 weeks in a row la.
I do plan my timing. Perhaps once a month?

If mom reads this she is soooo gonna screw me! >"<

Okay, maybe taking piano classes is not as bad as how I make it sound like.
It has its fun times. Though very seldom. VERY.

At the moment, I am trying to think of one good thing to make it sound like fun
but there's nothing much really.
Except the fact that I can read notes and slowly teach myself a new song to play.
Besides that I love the goodies that I get from my music teacher.
Sweets and jellies and stuff.

Come on, don't judge me. I WAS a kid.

And like every other kids, I happen to fucking love sweet things.
I can even get bribe with stickers!
They are sparkly shiny stickers, mind you.

Enough about piano. A little update about my social life.
Or atleast, I would love to think that I have one.

Went out on Friday to catch 2012 with the classmates.
It was a mini celebration for Danny too.

Happy 18th Birthday chicken legs !

I call him that because he can fucking run okay! He's a marathon runner.

Anyway, the movie was great.
A little mind fucking but great!
It sorta made me come to terms with the fact that I MIGHT (or not) die in 2012.
But the thing is, I don't wanna drown to death, it's like minutes of suffocation,
nor would I wanna get squished to death by concrete.
I don't wanna fall through cracks and free-fall all the way to the earth's core!
I wanna die beautifully, can?! with my body parts still attached.

Here is another round of

Ashleigh Says The Darnest Things :

"kuai dian, kuai dian, wo yao qu kan wo zhe me yang si" it is mandarin and it translates into "faster, faster, I want to see how I am going to die".

hahahahahahahahaha!

He said that before the movie started, at McDonalds.
I was having lunch there with Xin Yee, Tsu Ming and Danny.
thank god I finished eating. Otherwise I would have choked on the spot from laughing.

Moving on to Saturday, which was yesterday,
I went karaoke with Sook Teng (mama hanz), Li-Anne and Heng Yip (bobo) at Neway in Subang Jaya.
Went to Sunway Pyramid just for arcade-ing.
But I had fun screaming my lungs out.
Especially when we sang "The Earth Song" by Michael Jackson.

Uuuuuuuuuuh Uuuuuuuuuuh Oooooooooooh~!

samantha ♥

Me and You

2009-11-15T16:15:00.005+08:00

This is such a cute advertisement.
Makes me go "aww~" everytime I see it on TV.

Cute, no?

The background song is quite catchy. Slightly addictive.
It is sung by Bunkface. A local band.
The singer's voice reminds me of Billie Joe Armstrong from Greenday.

Thoughts?

samantha ♥

It Doesn't Matter Anymore

2009-11-09T21:17:00.006+08:00

I laughed a lot today.
It kinda makes me think back to the times in highschool.
When you used to make me laugh.
Though you barely say anything hilarious.
Its funny that the one thing that you try to salvage the most,
the one thing that you always try to put up with,
always end up as the thing that you will lose easily.
Rather fragile.

I miss seeing that familiar face that I literally grew up with.
Somehow.
Yet, I couldn't bring myself to say the things that will make things right.
Perhaps its my fault. Or maybe not..I don't know really..
I don't seem to want to make an effort to fix things.
I don't seem to want to give a damn.
I just give up. Simply raise the white flag.

Eitherway, I hope you're doing fine.
For what is worth, I still care about you.
Just not as much as I used to....

samantha ♥

Swing Swing

2009-11-08T22:06:00.005+08:00

I didn't know how many songs that The All American Reject performed during the Digi Music event until I read it from a random blog.

song list :

1. Move Along
2. Fallin' Apart
3. Dirty Little Secret
4. Swing Swing
5. My Paper Heart
6. I Wanna
7. Mona Lisa
8. Real World
9. It Ends Tonight
10. Damn Girl
11. The Last Song
Encore
12. The Wind Blows
13. Gives You Hell

13 songs! I only stuck around until song no.9 though,
because baby had to leave to the train station.
But from a distance, we can hear the songs they were playing.
So in a way, I didn't miss out that much.
Nevertheless, it was a total dream come true!!

I WAS THERE TO CAPTURE EVERYTHING LIVE!

for the 2nd time, mind you.
1st time was during MTV World Stage!

I ♥ Tyson Ritter

:]

samantha ♥

Remember The Time

2009-11-08T20:40:00.003+08:00

I feel like blogging..but I don't know what to blog about.

I guess I can start with, Michael Jackson.

Saw the movie-documentary of MJ, This Is It.
in GSC, Midvalley with 2 of my aunts and my cousins, Jun Kit and Rachel.

Much to my surprise, the theater was barely even half filled.
Most of the top section was occupied.
No surprise in that because that is where the best view is at.

The movie is just so-so for me. But somehow got a little emotional somewhere in the middle of the show.
Perhaps the die hard MJ fans would enjoy it more.
Singing along to familiar hits like
Thriller, Man In The Mirror, Beat It, Billy Jean and etc.
Kinda bummed that they didn't include "Remember The Time".
Though I am not a fanatic for MJ, but I do fancy some of his songs
and of course, have a few personal favourites.

As you all may know, the whole movie revolves
around the backstage, rehearsals, practically behind the scene
preparations for the final curtain call (which almost but didn't happen)
I didn't anticipate much but what really caught my attention was
how kind MJ was towards his crew members
and his perfectionist is shown in the way he conducted his performance.
Even the slightest beat counts.

MJ really put a lot of pressure towards spreading love and saving the world.
"I love you" and "God bless you" is uttered many times by MJ himself throughout the documentary.
From every word he said, you can tell he really does mean what he says.
He is gentle, caring, perfectionist, soulful....
honestly, his personality is beyond words.
Words can't justify what he is. What he portray as an individual.

As cliche as it sounds, Michael Jackson, is indeed the King of Pop.
For he has touched many people with the song he produced effortlessly.
I don't have to be a fan to know these things as I can see the aftermath of
every hit and every record he produce. People just go gaga!

Before the movie, I bought a packet of marshmallows to munch on.
I had some left overs, so I decided to play chubby bunny with Rach.
I manage to stuff 8 big ones into my mouth.
Rach was having a laughing fit as she saw my attempts.
Especially when my mouth was soooo full, and I have to say "chubby bunny".

That day was also the time I first stuck my head
into a bin...justto spit out the marshmallows.
I stuck my head quite in because I don't want people to see the white gooey thing (soggy marshmallows) that's coming out from my mouth
When I look up, I got weird stares.
Pretty awesome! lol

:p

samantha ♥

到了明天

2009-11-08T12:36:00.001+08:00

My motivation to learn Mandarin !

samantha ♥

Just So You Know

2009-11-06T20:05:00.001+08:00

:[

samantha ♥

Jazz Me

2009-11-05T18:37:00.003+08:00

I said, "give me a sexy look!" and this is what I got from Horny Heng.

*scroll down~*

He is freaking hilarious! I swear!
The things he say..is just...funny!

Just the other day, we went for a movie with Reachel and Kah Wai.
Movie of choice was 'Jennifer's Body'.
The ending is sooo fucked up. That it spoiled everything.

Anyway, as we were exiting the theater, we were all talking about the movie.
Typical post movie review among friends.
Then Horny Heng expressed his interest towards the "six screen" in the movie.

My initial reaction was, "huh? what is six screen??"
I kept questioning him what is it and he kept trying to explain it in cantonese.
Then it just hit me that he was trying to pronounce "sex scene"

I almost died laughing !

He even came up with something which is absolutely briliant!

Now, the number combination of 2629 has a new found meaning to it.
Read as, two six two nine..
It is close to sounding like,"do sex tonight"

get it? LOL

XD

samantha ♥

Dazzler

2009-11-04T19:59:00.001+08:00

*clickety click click*

you know you want to~

:]

samantha ♥

Weekend = Love

2009-11-04T19:03:00.004+08:00

It was Halloween last Saturday.
To sum it up in an equation..
good company + the all american rejects + halloween spirit = F U N !

Sea of yellow

my besties!! going to concerts with these two monkeys is always
fun fun FUN!

After effects of too much headbanging. Retardedness. hahaha

By night~

That dude in that shiteous costumes scared the day lights out of me.
I was busy headbanging and then this...this..THIS MONSTER
appeared outta no where!

I squealed and ran for cover.

:]

Quote :

"they really got rejected then form a band??" - Magdalene

hahahahaha!!

samantha ♥

Outdated

2009-11-04T18:11:00.006+08:00

Pictures from my part time job in Cortefiel, during last semester holiday.

doodles~

View from the "gossip" counter. lol

Farah and Bib.

Bib wanted a tattoo. So I drew her one. Too much free time!

Razman! we named all the mannequins in the shop together.

Bib and Dewi

samantha ♥

Ummm...

2009-11-03T20:58:00.001+08:00

I've been away for a while.
Took some time off blogging.

Will update soon >"<

samantha ♥

Poker Face

2009-10-30T14:23:00.001+08:00

South Park is epic I tell ya!

XD

samantha ♥

LL for Low Life

2009-10-30T01:46:00.003+08:00

I wish I could stuff crap into your mouth
to silence you for good because you are waaay...

WAY TO FUCKING ANNOYING !

enough said. good night.

samantha ♥

DBU12's Gina

2009-10-24T19:27:00.003+08:00

Not the English name Gina.
Pronounced as ki-naa, it means kiddo in Hokkien.

Introducing DBU12's very own gina

Ashleigh Loo a.k.a Sky (inside joke) a.k.a gina

Solid proof that he lives by his nickname. lol

The girls took turns to make fun of him. Including me. lol

Pictures were taken last Thursday during one of our random class outings.
We had 2 hours to kill before the next class starts.
So, off to the arcade~!!

p.s : everyone knew I was gonna blog about this. Already expected no? XD

samantha ♥